Closure... FINALLY!! (11th March '07)

Cried for a closure for 7 months and then, just when i was losing all hope of getting it, he gave it to me.

After he said the relationship was over, noone really understood why i wanted to see him & i couldn't explain what seeing him and ending it face to face meant to me. Honestly i don't think even i knew what i was looking for... Things are alot clearer now. For months after the break up i couldn't accept it cos all i could think of was how things were when i was with him last... after that the relationship was only in my head. I needed to see him in person to understand how different things were now... how different his touch was... needed to look him in the eye n hear him say it is over... to hear him say he is in love with someone else... to realise that we both had moved on & in different directions...

I handled the closure in a way that came most naturally to me. I didn't hide my tears, my love, my regrets... I wanted him to know that i had respected and accepted his decision with a smile n i was gonna move on without looking back now.

I added a beautiful end to a beautiful relationship before i shut the door to that world. I hugged n said goodbye to the guy who at one point was my life.

I got my closure just the way i wanted it.