sleep at last...

I have just been running for days on end now.... aimlesly... without sense of direction... just running... all in the hope that i will tire myself out and sleep... without any thoughts hauting me... without any questions like why, what if buzzing in my head...

I've always believed that there is nothing like right or wrong in this world... it's all just a matter of perception... At every step of life you have choices... & depending on the path you pick, there are consequences you live with. In a relationship, ideally both people together should make the choices... but he made the choice for us. I have always cared for him, loved him, respected him n trusted him... & well still do... still talk about him as fondly as i used to...

A friend asked me if all that i said was true shouldn't i just gracefully respect and accept his decision.

I accepted it. I slept like a baby last night...